Today’s blog was supposed to be about the idea I/we finally
came up with for the disgustingly empty wall by the dogs cages, and how to make
it pretty 60 years after we moved in.
BUT apparently on picasa you can only store so much and then you have to
pay to upgrade storage. Whelp, I am much
too cheap to pay for someone else to store my photos when I have an external
hard drive at home, so I have to empty that out and upload new pic etc.
I felt you still deserved something so instead you get this
fascinating story about how I continue to fall apart mentally/physically.
This morning I woke up and couldn’t see clearly out of my
left eye; you say oh no big deal that happens when you are blind and it’s dark. That might be true but I had my glasses on
and couldn’t see the bathroom. It was
like the entire room was a gray haze but my right eye it was fine and then when
I turned on the bathroom lights everything was fine. It was equivalent to my arm falling asleep
and flopping back down when I tried to hold it, and when the blood returned it
worked fine.
I have resisted looking at WebMD because we know how crazy
that can get and Lord knows I can't afford passing out at work, but I probably have a brain tumor, lose cornea or it could just be
stress. My bet is on stress, but I am
going to have to set-up that eye doctor appointment I have been pushing off and
Lasik might never happen now if they decide I am going blind/dying.
P.S. It’s AWESOME trying to take a shower while simultaneously having a panic attack.
P.S.S. Did you know
that it is really easy to forget to wash your entire body in the shower? Well, it is possible because I did it and by
the time I figured it out I was practically dressed and didn’t have time to fix
that problem. Good thing I’m playing
soccer tonight otherwise I might forget to shower later too.
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